finally......

finally time is changed, and people will be changed.....

my *new* world

Ya, it such been long time I don't write here. How bad I am? Hahaha miss me? Ok, ill be back here. Here it is...

I'm not the old siwi anymore. I'm not siwi with hoping with him anymore. Let's see he was playboy! I saw him with the girl after he asked me back. How jerk he is! But, I never regret to had him. It makes me know how better I am. And I believe kind girl with kind boy too. And since this many things changed...

I still have many friends too. But not as near as before. Ya, I'm in the last year of high school. After this, I will face the real world. The real that never seems be so much easy. Not simple like my high school world. And its abt my future...

I'm still love Paris so much, that's why I decided to go to Germany. I will choose banking and finance. (Sorry dad, I can't be doctor). Now, have many plan of my future. Believe it or not, sadly or happily, I will leave Indonesia.

And... I have him. Someone changed him. Someone better (I can't say the best). He is brasilian (surprised? LOL) but, I dunno why I love him so much. What do you do if someone into your life and suddenly everything changed? Hold him? Yes, of course! That's what I do until now.
But... There's a lil bit, just traumatized how I felt with my ex. Don't ever think that my boyfie with the same with my ex? Definitely, not! But.. I'm just scared.
I'm scared (don't ask me why). But after all, he is the best guy that I know.

And I'm promise, I will hold him as he always hold me... Tight.

Yep, perfect! It seems I don't wanna have anything more. Its enough, except... My best future, with him (amen)